So I sat in the darkness trying to reach out to you but my efforts were futile, I was always taught to go by what I feel and not what I see. I heard you lost your faith in me, that my ways grew old to you and you were simply in search of something new. I tried to piece together profound words but I merely uttered things you heard before. I wish I could have put it in a song, everything I had to say but these emotions and regrets were undeserving of word play. You wait on a melody that I’m not capable of playing, as the old beat we sang to seems to be fading. Deaf silence led her to whisper, “I’ll be here whenever you need me.” I wanted to say I’ll need you always but I couldn’t let the words, like us, slip away. Your expectations have left me confused, what are you scared of? Lately I tend to think it’s the truth. Am I too serious? or maybe I am not, I just hope you don’t forget what you got.
Chuck
A queen in my eyes and others. An amazing individual. Ambitious, independent, strong. She saved me in a difficult time in my life. The things I have learned from her, experienced and understood. The missing piece to my puzzle. Where ever life may take her, may she encounter the best of the best. How ever far away she may be, may she encounter the perseverance to stay strong. Alanna Nicole Doherty. Best friend, lover, other half.
- Lost 26.5.12
Shay Newton
